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Sunday, August 29

Woke up before noon;went to get lunch for my family.Ate duck rice.

After lunch,i psyched myself into studying. I fretted constantly on my seat,struggling to absorb the information of the maths tys,I revised trigonometry and co-ordinate geometry.

It is no arbitrarily choice that hasten my decision to make it into a music institute. I want to make Music my beloved,apart from my future fiance, which i know it is not a impromptu. The passion nourish itself from the deranged soul of mine.

The dreams, hitherto, i been having everyday torments me when i open my eyes.I do not know what it signifies but i am not sure if it is lucid.

This is a paradigm shift of my life. O level is drawing nearer; Prelims next week.

Tata
Zeal, the blind conductor of the will--Dryden

gabriel ~ 4:43 PM

Saturday, August 28

English Prelim next week!!!!

Hmmm,this week was....*cant remember.So many things going through my head. Formulas,definations and other craps.

Had mock exam today, Phy and Chem.So bloody hard man. When the teacher left the class,we were discussing the anwers yet left so many questions unanswered. Had some setbacks this week... ha.haix.
I ALSO HAD MY PRELIMS PHYSICS AND CHEM PRAC. I THINK PHY SCREWED....Chem still so so la.Finished the chem prac 15 mins early. Took the chemicals and mix around in the sink. added h202 to Solution P. Efferrverscence seen. Took lighted Splint to test for h2 gas.THe "pop" sound was damn loud. got a shock at first.

Dunno what to type.... kind of lost of words..................................................................

Oh yah...singapore idol so many pretty girls.Hee hee!

Hmmm, panda had german oral today. Din know pandas can speak german .Din talk to panda for a week le.*OINK! GROAH* Hmmm,actually can meet panda in church but mommy said she had work to do and will be back late. Then cannot attend mass today. Going church on Sunday quite boring. YEAH!!!! wont meet Miss frog.

Need to Ganbate!!! I NEED TO MAKE IT INTO JC! NEED TO TAKE MUSIC!

tata
Recombinant Resurgence

gabriel ~ 9:21 PM

Sunday, August 22

Sunday .

Went to Queensway,bought Billabong Bag and T shirts. The bag is sooooooooooo nice. Orange grey,blue,black. SO HUGE!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!
Ha...the T shirts were on offer. oasis or something.... look quite nice la.The shopkeeper was saying 7 month ghost festival less customers.... then he gave a little Discount. And a free water bottle. COol!

Went Hmv after tt,So many ppl man.Went to the classical section to look for Carl Nielsen Cd. Op2. SO hard to find... no luck...only saw his symphonies and vionlin concertos. Went to ask the cashier for help.Gosh she looks hot!!!.I told her I need help on finding a Romance and Humouresque by Nielsen.The she asked me whether it was carl nielsen.This days even the cashiers have some kind of music degree.So Scary! Piercing below her lip.Blue Hazey Eyes. Black Fingernails. So many bands on her wrist.Gothic chick. My Cup of tea. But not for now! Still thinking of Ailuropoda melanoleuca. I think she really stole my heart away.Dun really know why i keep telling myself to forget abt her but deep inside i cant. Indeed she stole my heart away, juz tat she left my soul and mind behind. Her hasty escape rambled from my heart and the fragments are still within. This wound will never heal.

BOUGHT LP's SINGLE. BReaking the HABIT!!!! so cool...got Vid and also Mudvayne's first album. L.D 50. cool!!!!! Saw ayumi's cd... she looks so pretty;like a doll . Heard she is getting married,Too bad takeshi isnt the Bridegroom. I bet panda is hoping she can be Ayu's bridemate. *dreams maybe ya....*

PRELIMS NEXT WEEK!!!! WTF WTF WTF!!!! so screwed man...Phy practical on Weds. next week dun even know can go online on weekends lor!

Ate my Freaking dinner... Bought the Pizza from Pancake King( the new store opp Hougang mall). Quite nice la $1.60 a slice. Was abt to go home then my dad ask me go NTUC to shop for groceries.When i brough back my food...Its already so soggy. and the chesse was sticking to each other.Suay man!!!

TATA

gabriel ~ 8:51 PM

Saturday, August 21

Hi there my friends, did not tag for quite a while...

Hmmm, my week has been quite rocky.Ups and Downs;tests and more tests;shits and more shits;homework and more work;stress and more to go...

Went to sch for sss today. Had English and Maths.The Victoria paper was a craz paper man.So freaking tough. Even reading what the question is asking for is already so tidious. Gosh man,English today brought food for us. Asked us to take the bread she brought if we felt hungry.

Miss Chai(maths teacher) is a bloody joker man. After the test every was walking around then she Shouted "SIT DOWN!!!!",every1 obeyed as she commanaded.
She continued," If i ask u all sit then u ppl sit, I think i can go be a animal trainer if i ever lose my job as teacher" . " Ask u all roll then u all roll la"
Haha!!! it was damn funny man... we were like dogs listening to the master's commands.

oh yah,Remy Ong came our sch yesterday along with the national swimmer kenneth goh(guitarist of Swim Shadys) . hmmm gave us a talk on Aims and setting piorities right .
Hmmm.... hes also a joker . talked abt balls and stuff....

My O level music Pieces are finalised by my teacher,caroyln.
I'll be playing telemann Sonata in A minor , and Carl nielson Romance & Humoresque.

Actually wanted to go with my Band mates to TPJC tune in;to see the school and chicks. But i think its a complete waste of time. Theres more opportunities in Jc rite..first 3 months and other stuffs.

talking abt girls... the English Compre we did today was abt differences between Men & Women.*(NOT THE BIRDS AND BEES). About the characteristics and their innate abilities. Men are said to be the Visual prowess while Women have Verbal prowess. Men are dominating,aggressive and has a ladder of achievements whereas Women are affectionate,caring and more of the emotional kind of person. The reason lies in our Hormones... Men has more testosterone(C19H28O2) than Women. It is like a chemical steroid which determine Men his character. Dunno much abt Women though i think they have more of oestrone(C18H22O2 ) or something....

I think i wrote enough already lah~ . 1 week worth of journal.

Tata- Yestreen I did not know How largely I could live

gabriel ~ 2:22 PM

Monday, August 16

Hey People. I taking a vacation from the internet. be back only on weekends k.
take care.

TATA

gabriel ~ 6:33 PM

Sunday, August 15

hello. Its a Beautiful sunday. At this present moment,its raining. Did u bring out ur umbrella today?

So much Homework to do today.Haix! Such is life huh.
Kind of addicted to the song by maroon 5, will she be loved. nice man.

Doing my English Compre summary. Still got 2 maths paper to do.Oh yah,heard abt Leo.Thou should not say much abt the courtship of Leo.
Art thou he that should come?

"Thou is the language of a lord to a servant, of an equal to an equal, and expresses also companionship, love, permission, defiance, scorn, threatening: whilst ye is the language of a servant to a lord, and of compliment, and further expresses honor, submission, or entreaty.''
--Skeat

Thy world is not a world of Hatred or Discord.

Tata to Thee

gabriel ~ 3:45 PM

Saturday, August 14

Hey? now izzit hungry ghost festival? when is it huh?

ytd nite while my room and the clock struck 12, a cold chill went down my spine. Had a weird hunch, then i on the light and went to sleep...hugging my dogs. And my mom came home and start lecturing about wasting electricity.

SHE BOUGHT HONEY DEW TODAY!!!... AGAIN!!! mELONS And More Melons.
Well,Had mock exam in sch today.I was indeed mocked by it man. Think i screwed it up. Mr Botak went bersek in class today, ha... Conflict between the Sinhalese and Tamil tigers. Should change into leowhalese and the yeomil tigger.

Went for oboe lesson at 4,left house at 3.And i was late. Damn.
In the bus,got this big bunch of Cat high Ncc guys.So nerdy and geeky man @.@.round and Small. like those chinky bengs...playing catching in the bus. Took Mrt from Pasar ris to Tenah merah.Saw few hot chicks in the Mrt.

After which, i went to church.Hee Hee.very long time never go 6 oclock service at Nativity le.Met a few ex cathetism classmate.And i met panda too ha! she was with mommy... Guess wat! Father John Bosco was singing during surmon.He sang "Let It Be",Damn nice siaz! Cheryl was sitting directly opp me.Ha! Din expect to meet her in church. She was surrounded by a bunch of "energetic kids".
Why the hell am i using the word energetic...muz be the Chemical Reaction in my Brain.My brain is thinking like a reptile right now,unable to differentiate between right and wrong.

Off to eat my dinner... later huh!
TATA



gabriel ~ 10:34 PM

Friday, August 13

Its Friday the 13th!!!

Had my O English Oral today...ha,quite nervous but i gave my examiners a good laugh.Crapped around with them ha.
Den worry too much ya ^_^(YAH YOU!!! )

Lalala,erm... have phy and chem topical exam 2 tml.Kind of stress.
haven finish studying yet... gonna write my blog entry for today and gonna mug.
Well,I hate my hair now.

PRFER THIS!


Tata

gabriel ~ 8:05 PM

Thursday, August 12

we waited in anticipation for the O level chi results.
got to know my result at 11+
Got a C5. Think its kind of lousy compared to classmates.Mostly B3s and E8s.Well i dont like chi anyway.damn it man...have to retake.
And we juz received the prelims timetable.Hell No.

I Lost my Entry proof and they charge me $ 5 for a new copy.Wtf! ...Shit shit shit

Guess the BananaMan really rox !!! His song keep ringing in my head.



After school,We(Shawn pang & yeo,Kenneth har & low and I) went to the the St francis seminary's adoration room to pray.That place used to be my Kindergarten,brings back alot of memories.Hmm... Muz go there again .

Tata





gabriel ~ 4:16 PM

Wednesday, August 11

Getting Closer To Prelim
check my new front for my blog. erm... so thats my Main and this is my Subpage.
Http://antiphonal.blogspot.com. Might wan to see if i added any new pictures in the gallery.
Hmm...got back my first topical phy and chem test. results so so la.
Oh yah...farihin finally came to sch. *clap*clap*
Well,i hope the days ahead will be better.Feel vivid today,maybe it had faded away.
Took 147 home, met my friend in the bus. What a coincidence! wateva... ha
Muz complete my Sengkang Paper 1 (physics) by today. hey,remember to catch singapore idol later man.
Oh yah... the council(me and my cliques) came up with this joke!
Me: HEY.... (friend name), I saw u on Singapore Idol
Friend:*stunned
ME: U were the banana guy rite...the 1 in mask going *bananaa...*bananaa...
(u might understand what i am trying to crack here if u watched Singapore idol)

Worst of all!!! THE STRIPPER STEVEN LIM!


Bourgeois

Tata

gabriel ~ 7:10 PM

Tuesday, August 10

Puddle of Mud-She Hates me
Met a girl
Thought she was grand
Fell in love
Found out first hand
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came unglued


CHORUS:In a trapTrap I can't gripNever thought I'd be the one who'd slipThen I started to realizeI was living one big lieShe fuckin' hates meTrustShe fuckin' hates meLa la la loveI tried too hardAnd she tore my feelings like I had noneAnd ripped them awayShe was queen for about an hourAfter that, her shit got sourShe took all I ever hadNo sign of guiltNo feeling of bad, noCHORUSThat's my storyAs you seeLearned my lessonAnd so did sheNow it's overAnd I'm gladCuz I'm a fool for all I said

aRhhh!!!!

TaTA!!





gabriel ~ 4:46 PM

Monday, August 9

happy 39th birthday singapore.
Is gonna be the Lee's empire soon...after pm goh steps down.
nice guy...pm goh carried before...when i was young.still got the pics.

Lalala,today kind of bored.
This is my happy ending?to get left behind? left in the lurch?

Saw Singapore Idol.Saw my senior taking 10 secs of fame heez.

The first guy that sang,Poor guy,yah...the opera singer.I can see the agony of not being accepted to sing classically. When he questioned dick about Singapore Idol looking for a pop artist rather then a portrayal of good vocal,i can see the flaming passion in his eyes.His voice is really fantastic!!! Poor chap.
Poor me... the classical geek.Will i be accepted?

tata
what is love?
what is hatred?
Can u love to hate and hate to love?

gabriel ~ 11:10 PM

Sunday, August 8

Its a sunday. My morning did not start very well for some apparent reasons.

Went to Kfc to get breakfast/Lunch, packed it was. Was queuing in front of this woman,then 2 of her daughters joined her and started to hurl vulgarities. I think they queued and approached the cashier(malay girl) for coupons. The girl passed the coupons and attended to the customer behind. I think they were pissed by the ignorant girl.Fancy queuing up to buy something and the person is not interested to do your business.Heres the best part, the two girls were like telling their mom to stop patronizing from her.Then they were cursing the Fs at the cashier girl. Fanciful words indeed,it was. They were demanding to see the manager and sought an apology from him.I dun quite understand why the manager was taking it as a joke.Oh well... typical singaporean.
Church was boring,except the end when they sang the National Anthem. Damn funny. the choir sang Behind the Recording. majulah...majulah singa singa pura.
Gosh,I love my oboe. Love the sound after i got it back repaired/serviced from Aust. The musical instruments repairs offered in Singapore really suck to the core. Bunch of cheapskate charlatans.
Tata!

gabriel ~ 10:07 PM

Saturday, August 7

Daniel Bedingfield
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? I don’t know why you’re so far away But I know that this much is true We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? ‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today ‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right And though I can’t be with you tonight And know my heart is by your side I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I
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tata

gabriel ~ 6:20 PM

Thursday, August 5

Juz reached home. Time: 9 25 PM. I dun feel tired though.
Hmmm,School was fun today. Sch invited the singapore national swimmer to our sch.They were part of the band The Real Swim Shady. Cool siaz, good vocals and musicianship.Pro drummer with a clear tone. Did i mention those musculine guys were bootylicious and hell of a hunk. I AM TURNRNING GAY!!! Hell No . Those guys are the kinds girls will go gaga on.
Hmmm, wonder what her reaction will be when she sees them.
One of them was from ACJC. Ha,funny joke he cracked.He retook As because he said Jc 2 was fun and wanted to have more fun.Ha...something abt Marist no girls then go Acjc too many girls,thus alot of distraction.
Acjc uniform really make ugly ppl look good man!~
TATA


gabriel ~ 9:25 PM

Wednesday, August 4

I agree to a certain extent that school was interesting today.
we revised the social studies/history source base skills and answering format.Rather interesting. Having a hard time remembering historical fact. Is it Hitler and the long march,Mao-Man of steel.... or Hitler bin laden and Xiao Mao.Hmmm... i wonder.
However,there were reasons that were "uninteresting" .Some guy from Normal tech,typical ah beng from our sch was caned publicly in front of the whole school.He assaulted some schoolmate.Hmmm,the principal said it was not his first but his 5th case. Gosh! he wasnt even expelled. Juz 2 strokes of the cane on his Butt. Hmmm, maybe i should take a pole and bat some 1 in his groin. 1st attempt nevermind rite.... -__-' .Gosh,my school discipline management is getting worst,or it is like that since 19**? erm... how old is my sch? who gives a damn.
For some apparent reason, i am full of imbecilic angst today. E=MC shit... shit,i said shit.
moron.moron.moron.moron.moron.moron.moron.moron.moron.moron.moron.moron.moron.
tata-
young?



gabriel ~ 5:41 PM

Tuesday, August 3

Its a Tuesday.
Hmm,School was rather fun today.At least the lessons were not tt dead,had some fun also.Heez,gosh some guy making prank call to shawn yeo.They thought it was me at first,sounded like me. Ha, They passed the phone to me and i was talking to the guy. I asked who he was then he said Gabriel lau. i was like -_-'. then i changed my tone into 1 with a weird Indian accent,Ello~ hus dis? Me muthy Samy...then he said he was james bond.Cant believe Yeo passed the phone to mrs quek.ah! that guy turnt out to be Andrew Yeo,hes in deep shit man. Quek told the devil(choy) about the incident.
Hey, I think the singapore base http://www.wholivesnearyou.com/ is fun. Found my ex tuition mate. Yeah!
[Studpig me]- Got back my phy test paper. I did a bloody hell lot funny mistake.
Qns: Give a safety precaution when handling radioactive materials
ans(me): Use lead lined gloves and Thongs.

I WROTE THONGS! INSTEAD OF TONGS. ARHHH! Classmates were laughing their asses off.What was I thinking man. oh well, i have a clean mind though. (ahem)
TATA <(^(00)^)>

gabriel ~ 6:10 PM

Monday, August 2

Man,today sch was super duper boring. Maths teacher not in school so suspose to have PE.Gosh,the pe extended into the chem lesson.In another words,we dun have chem!
Is it suspose to be a good or bad thing?
Dammit lah,prelim in another 30 days or so.
Finished piano at 6pm. And it took me about half an hour trying to connect to the net. What the @!^#$ man.
Feeling kind of moody today.Its the pink of the month again. Literally,i am having my male pms.whateva u call that la.
TATA

gabriel ~ 7:18 PM

Sunday, August 1

Hi there,people that know/dont know me. This is second attempt to upkeep a web journal.Used to think keep blogs are for sissies,maybe i am 1 now. haha. my old blog www.geocities.com/gabriel_lfm/main will not be in used anymore<---do not bother to check it out. The stuffs in there are explict! Really! Today went to St Anne's church fair in the morning. Met Gab.pat,Shawn,Ken low at 8am.Well those buggers were late.Had lots of fun.Met few teachers,Mr liao,well he was selling Tim Sum.*ahem... i think my class ppl knows what am i referring to.Ha! Sorry Dude.
Saw lotsa people,well The~ rite. ha,met few friends from Nat. Ha they were like paired up man.So Jealous!!!~~~
arhhh,feeling so screwed up. Yeah,cant wait to get my hands on the mp3 tml.Creative MuVo2 , 4Gb. The storage capacity scares the living hell out of me. I can store up to 8,000 Songs!.
Ha,heard some news abt B&M.better not mention,later kana from tt "Leo" again.
Tata.



gabriel ~ 2:28 PM