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Saturday, March 26
Time to say goodbye but come what may...
My appeal into acjc has failed.
In the morning, i was clinching onto the littlest glimpse of hope i had. Praying hard that some how , i would receive a call from the school telling me the pleasant news. As i was having sectional with the ac band, i was checking my phone almost every now and then, hoping to receive the call. Lunch was approaching and i knew that it was either now or never.
Well, the call did not come. If it did, this would be a mirthful post.
"Sorry gabriel, the appeal wasnt successful." , miss sng said.
These were the words that dashed my infinitesimal hope.
Then i met Dr lee. He is trying to get me into tpjc, but i am unsure of whether i should stay in yjc or head to tpjc. Dr lee is just so nice. He is ever encouraging and sympathetic towards the feelings of others.
I packed my bag, and prepared to leave the band room . At that point, i was mundane. Unsure of what was going to happen next . Jason came to me to retrieve the scores i was holding to, he gave me encouraging advices as well.
Just as i was heading towards the band room's exit. Dr lee turnt his head from his conducting post , and glanced at me with those eyes of dismal. I can fell his eyes telling me this, " Sorry,gabriel... i have tried my best to help you". "Good bye Gabriel " , he voiced. Immediately, the band turnt and look at me. The pitiful organism that got rejected, or should i say dejected. I braved out of the band room and close the door. As the door close, my heart sank. It was like closing the portal and heading to another dimension. I had left the sanctuary i held the highest esteem in. The next moments i experienced could not be described in words, but only a mere draft of what happened. My emotions overwhelmed me , as i was assailed by the sound of the band behind me. Slowly, i walked down the stairs. For every step i took, i thought of the friends i made during the past 3 months stay. Pleasant yet bearingly pain-staking.
Passing by the lobby, i looked deeply into the general office on my left for one last time and the mellow field on my right. I headed towards the school gate, knowing that it would most probably be the last time for me to step into this school. Parked outside was the car of my parents, i went into the car and pondered about my future prospects in another school.
I was seriously in deep thoughts, thinking of what should happen/going to happen next. My dad was asking about my appeal , and i was trying to hid my emotions when communicating with him. My speech was affected during the journey home.
Joel was the first to send some comforting messages to me. Thanks Joel. At least i was remembered. I was thinking of those nice j1s,j2s i know closely. Joel,edwina,william,brendan..etc...came to my mind. That was when the sky started tearing. Big drops of rain fell from the heaven. I secretly shed 2 drops of tears as well.
--The post ends here--
My appeal into acjc has failed.
In the morning, i was clinching onto the littlest glimpse of hope i had. Praying hard that some how , i would receive a call from the school telling me the pleasant news. As i was having sectional with the ac band, i was checking my phone almost every now and then, hoping to receive the call. Lunch was approaching and i knew that it was either now or never.
Well, the call did not come. If it did, this would be a mirthful post.
"Sorry gabriel, the appeal wasnt successful." , miss sng said.
These were the words that dashed my infinitesimal hope.
Then i met Dr lee. He is trying to get me into tpjc, but i am unsure of whether i should stay in yjc or head to tpjc. Dr lee is just so nice. He is ever encouraging and sympathetic towards the feelings of others.
I packed my bag, and prepared to leave the band room . At that point, i was mundane. Unsure of what was going to happen next . Jason came to me to retrieve the scores i was holding to, he gave me encouraging advices as well.
Just as i was heading towards the band room's exit. Dr lee turnt his head from his conducting post , and glanced at me with those eyes of dismal. I can fell his eyes telling me this, " Sorry,gabriel... i have tried my best to help you". "Good bye Gabriel " , he voiced. Immediately, the band turnt and look at me. The pitiful organism that got rejected, or should i say dejected. I braved out of the band room and close the door. As the door close, my heart sank. It was like closing the portal and heading to another dimension. I had left the sanctuary i held the highest esteem in. The next moments i experienced could not be described in words, but only a mere draft of what happened. My emotions overwhelmed me , as i was assailed by the sound of the band behind me. Slowly, i walked down the stairs. For every step i took, i thought of the friends i made during the past 3 months stay. Pleasant yet bearingly pain-staking.
Passing by the lobby, i looked deeply into the general office on my left for one last time and the mellow field on my right. I headed towards the school gate, knowing that it would most probably be the last time for me to step into this school. Parked outside was the car of my parents, i went into the car and pondered about my future prospects in another school.
I was seriously in deep thoughts, thinking of what should happen/going to happen next. My dad was asking about my appeal , and i was trying to hid my emotions when communicating with him. My speech was affected during the journey home.
Joel was the first to send some comforting messages to me. Thanks Joel. At least i was remembered. I was thinking of those nice j1s,j2s i know closely. Joel,edwina,william,brendan..etc...came to my mind. That was when the sky started tearing. Big drops of rain fell from the heaven. I secretly shed 2 drops of tears as well.
--The post ends here--
gabriel ~ 4:18 PM
Wednesday, March 23
I want to study PSYCHOLOGY !!!
In nus of course.... admission quite stringent.
In nus of course.... admission quite stringent.
gabriel ~ 9:43 PM
Sunday, March 20
gabriel ~ 10:09 PM
I feel like crying. I am Not a girl, i am just a sentimental/sensitive person. A true musician by heart =P . i just treat emotions and feelings very seriously. thats the kind of person i am.
...stole my heart
...played my heart
and then... Broke my heart
we cannot be lovers.
its alright...
we still can be best of friends... but yet. u said all thos awful things. Things that best friends dun want to hear. The things that best friends expect from each other is the honestly that they confide in one another. Be trueful.
" I dun want to go out with u" - thats 1 phrase that gonna stick in my life forever.
R. I. P
{my dear}
2002-2005
*promise never to fall in love with u again*
*gabriel prays that he will keep his promise if not ... he knows the poignant suffering that he has to go thru again.
Hi there..sister.
...stole my heart
...played my heart
and then... Broke my heart
we cannot be lovers.
its alright...
we still can be best of friends... but yet. u said all thos awful things. Things that best friends dun want to hear. The things that best friends expect from each other is the honestly that they confide in one another. Be trueful.
" I dun want to go out with u" - thats 1 phrase that gonna stick in my life forever.
R. I. P
{my dear}
2002-2005
*promise never to fall in love with u again*
*gabriel prays that he will keep his promise if not ... he knows the poignant suffering that he has to go thru again.
Hi there..sister.
gabriel ~ 6:45 PM
Thursday, March 10
I should be deem IRRESPONSIBLE!
I am so stucked... next week is orchestra practise also every night from 7-10 for the upcoming concert for the SINGAPORE LYRIC OPERA on 18th march.
BUT
I also have another practise.acjc band practise.... they have a camp and its for the concert on 30march. Both rehearsals clashes!!! i need to choose 1. Acjc band prac is more crucial but the SLO's orchestra is my reponsibility too. why!!!
So screwed lah. I hope some 1 can replace me for the SLO concert. But why am i giving such late notices. geessh! all along i tot SLO concert was in April.
Time flies... I let fei yang down man. Fancy rehearsing with the 1st oboist and drawing out last min as the 2nd oboist.
WTH!!!....
I dun wan to miss any more acjc band practises!!! I had to leave early for the nafa's orchestra concert last sat. and i have to leave early this sat,again, for the grade 6 theory exam. wtf!!!
SCREWED...
What should i do man? my future of getting into acjc is at stake , yet on the other side, its the foremost essential virture of a musician - responsibility.
arggg...
MARCH, wat a busy month are you.
I am so stucked... next week is orchestra practise also every night from 7-10 for the upcoming concert for the SINGAPORE LYRIC OPERA on 18th march.
BUT
I also have another practise.acjc band practise.... they have a camp and its for the concert on 30march. Both rehearsals clashes!!! i need to choose 1. Acjc band prac is more crucial but the SLO's orchestra is my reponsibility too. why!!!
So screwed lah. I hope some 1 can replace me for the SLO concert. But why am i giving such late notices. geessh! all along i tot SLO concert was in April.
Time flies... I let fei yang down man. Fancy rehearsing with the 1st oboist and drawing out last min as the 2nd oboist.
WTH!!!....
I dun wan to miss any more acjc band practises!!! I had to leave early for the nafa's orchestra concert last sat. and i have to leave early this sat,again, for the grade 6 theory exam. wtf!!!
SCREWED...
What should i do man? my future of getting into acjc is at stake , yet on the other side, its the foremost essential virture of a musician - responsibility.
arggg...
MARCH, wat a busy month are you.
gabriel ~ 12:32 AM
Monday, March 7
Beethoven's Love Letter ...... SO SWEET
July 6, 1806
My angel, my all, my very self -- only a few words today and at that with your pencil -- not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon -- what a useless waste of time. Why this deep sorrow where necessity speaks -- can our love endure except through sacrifices -- except through not demanding everything -- can you change it that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine?
Oh, God! look out into the beauties of nature and comfort yourself with that which must be -- love demands everything and that very justly -- that it is with me so far as you are concerned, and you with
me. If we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I!
Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other; moreover, I cannot communicate to you the observations I have made during the last few days touching my own life -- if our hearts were always close together I would make none of the kind. My heart is full of many things to say to you - Ah! -- there are moments when I feel that speech is nothing after all -- cheer up -- remain my true, only treasure, my all as I am yours; the gods must send us the rest that which shall be best for us.
Your faithful,
Ludwig
July 6, 1806
My angel, my all, my very self -- only a few words today and at that with your pencil -- not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon -- what a useless waste of time. Why this deep sorrow where necessity speaks -- can our love endure except through sacrifices -- except through not demanding everything -- can you change it that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine?
Oh, God! look out into the beauties of nature and comfort yourself with that which must be -- love demands everything and that very justly -- that it is with me so far as you are concerned, and you with
me. If we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I!
Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other; moreover, I cannot communicate to you the observations I have made during the last few days touching my own life -- if our hearts were always close together I would make none of the kind. My heart is full of many things to say to you - Ah! -- there are moments when I feel that speech is nothing after all -- cheer up -- remain my true, only treasure, my all as I am yours; the gods must send us the rest that which shall be best for us.
Your faithful,
Ludwig
gabriel ~ 3:27 PM
Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg; isotopes
may vary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban
areas.
PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper
treatment.
CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a
range of precious stones and absorbs great
quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior
warning and for unknown cause
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly
increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent
known to man.
TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when
happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a better
specimen.
POTENTIAL HAZARD
illegal to possess more than one, although
several can be maintained at different
locations as long as specimens do not come
in direct contact with each other.
!! WARNING !!
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS
ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL
HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS.
BE CAUTIOUS
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg; isotopes
may vary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban
areas.
PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper
treatment.
CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a
range of precious stones and absorbs great
quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior
warning and for unknown cause
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly
increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent
known to man.
TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when
happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a better
specimen.
POTENTIAL HAZARD
illegal to possess more than one, although
several can be maintained at different
locations as long as specimens do not come
in direct contact with each other.
!! WARNING !!
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS
ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL
HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS.
BE CAUTIOUS
gabriel ~ 12:34 AM
Thursday, March 3
23rd march!!!!! ARGGGGG
i got 20 pts for o level, damn sad
...C6 for english, man its impossible.
A2 phy
A2 maths
B3 humans
B3 music
B4 chem
sad
i got 20 pts for o level, damn sad
...C6 for english, man its impossible.
A2 phy
A2 maths
B3 humans
B3 music
B4 chem
sad
gabriel ~ 12:37 PM