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Sunday, February 27

Blessed are those who find meanings in life

Thinking back of the times i had in secondary school, i cant seem not to agree that i had fun. Despite the impetuous scoldings from goodwill teachers, the ultimate joy i found was with my group of friends,The Council dudes.

They did not only vivify my life, but also taught me depth meanings of life.
Although the bunch of us were anal-retentive students , avarice were some , they made the lives of one another extremely interesting.

Thank you my friends...daniel, kenneths ( har & low), shawn pang, rajiv, randall, shawn yeo, brian(apparently we fell out but i think u do belong into somewhere of my memory) , ...alex.
And the awesome bunch of classmates i had...
etc...

The silence of solacement, to speak truly, though apparently a paradox, rung in my heart.

THANK YOU GUYS, KEEP IN TOUCH... =)
sounding gay, but if i could... i will give everyone of you a big hug!!!

gabriel ~ 4:00 PM

Friday, February 25

Deviant Lifestyle

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O level results In 3 days. On Monday,2pm. arggg

fingers are peeling off...so freaking pain. Tied many oboe reeds today. god dammit,pain pain pian.

Hmmm, nafa life...as usual.
had open house today, quite a number of chicks. Crazy chicks...

Think i am turning gay, feel that pretty girls are only for viewing. WEIRD huh!?

yawn...

gabriel ~ 10:38 PM

Tuesday, February 22

Ohh,its cuming!!!

i am behaving paranoid everyday.

When i sleeps, my subconscience screws my head.

When i am awake, my brain screws my head.

When i am shitting, my mind screws my heaad.

I really pray that my results wont be a blunder.

I want to study in ac. I still want make music together with dr lee... j2s... j1s,let me name a few...William,qinyi,ruth,simin,grace,minhui,hafiz,deb,aipeng,louis,brendon,gab,arthur,edwina,thow,jianwei,joel,yennweii,angeline AND THE RESTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOING BONKERS... D DAY IS EITHER ON 25TH or 28TH!


gabriel ~ 10:36 PM

Thursday, February 10

Ying Shi Rox !!!

gabriel ~ 11:11 PM

Wednesday, February 9

Reminiscence
At age 1 , i wanted mommy.
At age 2 , i wanted cuddles.
At age 3 , i wanted teddy bears.
At age 4 , i wanted to be superman.
At age 5 , i wanted a toy gun.
At age 6 , i wanted Barney.
At age 7 , i wanted to be power-ranger.
At age 8 , i wanted to be taller.
At age 9 , i wanted a playstation.
At age 10 , i wanted to be a digimon-trainer.
At age 11 , i suffered under the hands of miss sim.
At age 12 , 1 finally got out of primary sch.
At age 13 , i wanted to be cool.
At age 14 , i am a fucking beng.
At age 15 , i awakened the sleeping giant.
At age 16 , i wanted u
At age 17 , .....

gabriel ~ 5:22 PM

Sunday, February 6

liking someone is being selfish.
loving someone is sacrifice.

Well,let me just comment about BGR.
What is BGR?
Why is there BGR?
Should there be BGR?

BGR as we know is boy-girl relationship, commonly known as puppy-love. It flourishes during puberty,approx age 13-17. The hormones starts to cultivate interests for the opposite sex,thus initiating a desire for a partner.

Why is there BGR? ... Are u dumb or wat... Why? u ask me why? When a boy likes a girl and a girl likes a boy. Sparks flies...... what else !!! Moron.

Should there be ? Hmmm,Up to this hiterto...i am not sure.
BGR can be considered a complete waste of time.
Its mere passing phrase of a teenage life.
Shouldnt one focus more into studies.
What are the benefits of BGR,
Anyone question it before?
-The post ends here-

Dear God,
Thank you for bringing me into this lucid world. I appreciate the beautiful gifts u presented upon me. The shower of blessings from my parents and friends. Now as i stood before my computer,anxiously waiting for my O level results which will be release in 19 days time, ur petite child ask upon for forgiving mercy for the mean things he did. But why god? Why did u bring love into my life, you made me realise in the beautiful colour of life. U allow me to chance upon this beautiful girl that brought friendship and vividly beautified my life.

yours dearest
gabriel


ATTENTION: FOR THOSE WHO THINKS THAT I MAY BE SUICIDAL,PUT UR MIND AT EASE.THE LAST THING I WILL EVER DO IS TO COMMIT SUICIDE.ITS FUCKING STUPID TO KILL URSELF.

GABRIEL IS IN-SANE RIGHT NOW...




gabriel ~ 9:33 PM

Sunday is gloomy, my hours are slumberless. Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless. Little white flowers will never awaken you, not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you. Angels have no thought of ever returning you. Would they be angry if I thought of joining you?

Gloomy Sunday.

Gloomy is Sunday, with shadows I spend it all. My heart and I have decided to end it all. Soon there'll be candles and prayers that are sad, I know. But let them not weep, let them know that I'm glad to go. Death is no dream, for in death I'm caressing you. With the last breath of my soul I'll be blessing you.

Gloomy Sunday.

Dreaming, I was only dreaming. I wake and I find you asleep in the deep of my heart, dear. Darling, I hope that my dream never haunted you. My heart is telling you how much I wanted you.

Gloomy Sunday.

gabriel ~ 1:38 PM

Saturday, February 5

I feel weird today.
Anxiety(o level result)
Crazy(dunno why)
Gay(as in happy...not Un-straight)
Sad(must be moodswing)
lovesick(MUST BE THE Evil VALENTINE DAY THATS COMING!!!)

Shall stop here...going crazy. arggg arggg arggg.

gabriel ~ 10:31 PM